Thursday, 13 September 2012

生命有感动, 才会学会珍惜



 感人肺腑的爱
  
  这是一个真实故事。这是个特困家庭。儿子刚上小学时,父亲去世了。娘儿俩相互搀扶着,用一堆黄土轻轻送走了父亲。
  
  母亲没改嫁,含辛茹苦地拉扯着儿子。那时村里没通电,儿子每晚在油灯下书声朗朗、写写画画,母亲拿着针线,轻轻、细细地将母爱密密缝进儿子的衣衫。日复一日,年复一年,当一张张奖状覆盖了两面斑驳陆离的土墙时,儿子也像春天的翠竹,噌噌地往上长。望着高出自己半头的儿子,母亲眼角的皱纹张满了笑意。
  
  当满山的树木泛出秋意时,儿子考上了县重点一中。母亲却患上了严重的风湿病,干不了农活,有时连饭都吃不饱。那时的一中,学生每月都得带30斤米交给食堂。儿知道母亲拿不出,便说:娘,我要退学,帮你干农活。母亲摸着儿的头,疼爱地说:你有这份心,娘打心眼儿里高兴,但书是非读不可。放心,娘生你,就有法子养你。你先到学校报名,我随后就送米去。儿固执地说不,母亲说快去,儿还是说不,母亲挥起粗糙的巴掌,结实地甩在儿脸上,这是16岁的儿第一次挨打……
  
  儿终于上学去了,望着他远去的背影,母亲在默默沉思。
  
  没多久,县一中的大食堂迎来了姗姗来迟的母亲,她一瘸一拐地挪进门,气喘吁吁地从肩上卸下一袋米。负责掌秤登记的熊师傅打开袋口,抓起一把米看了看,眉 头就锁紧了,说:你们这些做家长的,总喜欢占点小便宜。你看看,这里有早稻、中稻、晚稻,还有细米,简直把我们食堂当杂米桶了。这位母亲臊红了脸,连说对不起。熊师傅见状,没再说什么,收了。母亲又掏出一个小布包,说:大师傅,这是5元钱,我儿子这个月的生活费,麻烦您转给他。熊师傅接过去,摇了摇,里面的硬币丁丁当当。他开玩笑说:怎么,你在街上卖茶叶蛋?母亲的脸又红了,支吾着道个谢,一瘸一拐地走了。
  
  又一个月初,这位母亲背着一袋米走进食堂。熊师傅照例开袋看米,眉头又锁紧,还是杂色米。他想,是不是上次没给这位母亲交待清楚,便一字一顿地对她说:不管什么米,我们都收。但品种要分开,千万不能混在一起,否则没法煮,煮出的饭也是夹生的。下次还这样,我就不收了。母亲有些惶恐地请求道:大师傅,我家的米都是这样的,怎么办?熊师傅哭笑不得,反问道:你家一亩田能种出百样米?真好笑。遭此抢白,母亲不敢吱声,熊师傅也不再理她
第三个月初,母亲又来了,熊师傅一看米,勃然大怒,用几乎失去理智的语气,毛辣辣地呵斥:哎,我说你这个做妈的,怎么顽固不化呀?咋还是杂色米呢?你呀,今天是怎么背来的,还是怎样背回去!
  
  母亲似乎早有预料,双膝一弯,跪在熊师傅面前,两行热泪顺着凹陷无神的眼眶涌出:大师傅,我跟您实说了吧,这米是我讨……讨饭得来的啊!熊师傅大吃一惊,眼睛瞪得溜圆,半晌说不出话
  
  母亲坐在地上,挽起裤腿,露出一双僵硬变形的腿,肿大成梭形……母亲抹了一把泪,说:我得了晚期风湿病,连走路都困难,更甭说种田了。儿子懂事,要退学帮,被我一巴掌打到了学校……”
  
  她又向熊师傅解释,她一直瞒着乡亲,更怕儿知道伤了他的自尊心。每天天蒙蒙亮,她就揣着空米袋,拄着棍子悄悄到十多里外的村子去讨饭,然后挨到天黑后才偷偷摸进村。她将讨来的米聚在一起,月初送到学校……母亲絮絮叨叨地说着,熊师傅早已潸然泪下。他扶起母亲,说:妈妈啊,我马上去告诉校长,要学校给你家捐款。母亲慌不迭地摇着手,说:别、别,如果儿子知道娘讨饭供他上学,就毁了他的自尊心。影响他读书可不好。大师傅的好意我领了,求你为我保密,切记切记!
  
  母亲走了,一瘸一拐。
  
  校长最终知道了这件事,不动声色,以特困生的名义减免了儿子三年的学费与生活费。三年后,儿子以627分的成绩考进了清华大学。欢送毕业生那天,县一中锣鼓喧天,校长特意将母亲的儿子请上主席台,此生纳闷:考了高分的同学有好几个,为什么单单请我上台呢?更令人奇怪的是,台上还堆着三只鼓囊囊的蛇皮袋。此时,熊师傅上台讲了母亲讨米供儿上学的故事,台下鸦雀无声。校长指着三只蛇皮袋,情绪激昂地说:这就是故事中的母亲讨得的三袋米,这是世上用金钱买不到的粮食。下面有请这位伟大的母亲上台。
  
  儿子疑惑地往后看,只见熊师傅扶着母亲正一步一步往台上挪。我们不知儿子那一刻在想什么,相信给他的那份震动绝不亚于惊涛骇浪。于是,人间最温暖的一幕亲情上演了,母子俩对视着,母亲的目光暖暖的、柔柔的,一绺儿有些花白的头发散乱地搭在额前,儿子猛扑上前,搂住她,嚎啕大哭:娘啊,我的娘

Wednesday, 5 September 2012

Rejoice ! Rejoice!

Rejoice! Rejoice ! When God again and again intervene in our lives. He give trials and test just to make us grow in faith. While in despair, the mournful and broken heart come back to seek after the one true living God, then attain stronger faith, as gold become purer in fire, faith become stronger after trials. 

John 12:35
Then Jesus told them, "You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. The man who walks in the dark does not know where he is going

"time and tide wait for no one", we are familiar with this phrase, time move forward every moment, if we don't appreciate it and grab onto it, it will be a flying balloon, flew off and never come back. 



  • While we still have time, in this hour of less persecution, why we are not using this time to prepare ourselves, to be grounded in God words??
  •  Have we ever thought that this is satan strategy to leave us in this apparent peaceful world so that we lost and wonder in our sins, our lust, the enjoyment ??
  • Are we too rooted in this world thinking it is peaceful everyday??
  •  Are we too blinded to see that we are already fall into the allurement of this world and rejecting God ??
  •  Beauty, wealth, youth, strength, attentions, many other  drive us away from God. We often think "YES YES I CAN DO IT ON MY OWN", how proud and foolish that is?? 
  • For God is sovereign, even those things that people dearest to us might not know, He KNOW!! You can be good or be good christian in front of people but what God see is your heart!!


Galatians 6 : 7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked : for whatsoever a man sowth, that shall he reap



THEREFORE, open your bible, read it and listen to the preached words. Crave the Word in your heart and witness It in your life. Walk as a children of light, as children that trust 100% their parent, so do we Christians have 100 % faith in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Ephesian 5 : 8 For you were sometimes darkness, but now are ye light in the Lord: walk as children of light

Walk in God and give thanksgiving all the time, knowing that God is in control of everything. Tough we might know the purpose in the happening of everything but God work everything out for His own purpose...thus we just trust and obey


Trust and obey, for there's no other way 
to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.

John M Sammis 

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

At war

As a Christian, we are at war in our everyday life. Our greatest enemy is sin but the best thing is our greatest commander and alliance is God Himself. He prepare for us the helmet of salvation, shield of faith, breastplate of righteousness and sword of the spirit (words of God). And he will never forsake us nor leave us by ourselves on this battlefield. Be strong and be prayerful. Don't ever think you are alone, in fact, when we are in trouble, God is nearer to us. And do not put the trust in our strength and expectation for reward of our efforts. For the important thing is God accept it or not? Are we do things out of sincerity or just to earn an attention and fame?? Be humble  
James 4 :10 Humble yourselves in the sight of Lord, and he shall lift you up.





The Whole Armor of God

Ephesian 6 : 10 -20

10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might.

11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. 
13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness,15 and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God;
18 praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints
19 and for me, that utterance may be given to me, that I may open my mouth boldly to make known the mystery of the gospel,
20 for which I am an ambassador in chains; that in it I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.

Thursday, 29 March 2012

戒瘾

第一次与强敌交手,原来戒瘾并不容易啊!!对电影,小说,和连续剧的沉溺开始于中学的时候至到现在。对于小说,我已经免疫了但其他的就真的还在奋斗当中。Recently, i take the initiative to tackle down another addiction of mine, becoz it steal too much time from me. I can basically spend the whole afternoon to watch drama without realising the time should be used wisely for other beneficial thing. Well here is the tip, when u try to control urself like limit one episode per day but failed, just delete the player that can open the file becoz now i find it really helpful... tough this act cant teach us about self control, but i think soon or later, u dun feel the urge to watch because u have develop good habit like reading, writing.

Ephesians 5: 16 redeeming the time, because the days are evil. How true it is, count the time in our life, how much u have spent in doing God work or carry out our responsibility as a human (to work or study ), not much isn't it... Our eye just so easy to fix on the things that drawn us away from God so what can we do??? Pray harder to ask God to help us to overcome our weaknesses, and dont let ourselves open up ourselves to temptation that we cant handle. 

James 4 : 7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. RESIST the devil, and he will flee from you.

Sunday, 11 March 2012

A story to share

Medicine and pain
There is a cut, there is a girl who apply the medicine on the cut; she hesitate at the first place as she does not want to feel the unpleasantness and pain. However, later when the cut become more severe where more infection come in, more pus coming out, the father of the girl  apply the medicine regardless the pain that will come to the daughter. The cut healed eventually and the girl feel thankful to the father.

This is the same concept in our spiritual life. We are all sinners at the first place, we will never come willingly to God. Because although we know we are broken in our soul, we do not want the only cure which is to come to God. We do not want to bear the pain, the persecution to come, the rejection of the world and even to admit our sin and unworthiness. Yet our heavenly Father apply the medicine in our broken soul, give us His only begotten son Our Lord Jesus Christ just in order to clear our sins. John 3: 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. It is  God grace that we are able to be saved and we should be thankful all the time.
Luke 15: 4-5

4 What man of you, having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it?
5 And when he hath found it, he layeth it on his shoulders, rejoicing.

Rejoice and Cheer up Christian!!! Because not even one of the sheep that God had chosen will be lost. Jesus Christ is the great Sheppard and He will find those that gone astray in sin and bring him back safely .


Friday, 9 March 2012

Faith in Christ OR Faith about Christ??

Faith about Christ = only have head knowledge about Christ but the power of Christ is not shown in the life.
Faith in Christ = Christ is fully shown in the lives... have holy desire for not sinning and doing God's works.

Reminder to myself

Ecclesiastes 12:1
Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth, while the evil days come out, when thou shalt say, I have no pleasure in them.

This verse indeed had catch my attention long time ago. We should be conscious and beware!! Don't ever think that we are too young or there are a lot of time in the future, and then MAYBE i can commit my life to God in the future or other. Yes, i said it is a MAYBE and not SHALL because we will never know what will happen in future. Besides, the moment we want to delay to commit our life to God, isn't it is a moment we ought to examine our heart?? Why need to wait at the first place?? What is restraining us, isn't the work of Satan, the world?? Where we place God in our life?? Many youngsters nowadays treat God very lightly. They act as if they are the master of themselves. They pray to God without believing  that God will answer and become angry when they think their prayers are not answered. They commit to God only when they think they are in need and they are in troubles. They seldom take God's Words seriously. They read the bible when they feel want to but at the same time did not take heed for the message that God want to give to them. How often we just read the bible and without understand it?? For me, it used to be like a habit, starting from verse 1 in one chapter and to the last verse, then "hooray , i have done my part", then the bible is closed. Yet, later i found out it very meaningless by doing it, i cant hear what God want to speak to me through His words, i am basically closing my ears with my 'stubborn' hands while God is speaking. Do not wait until we are old, when all our senses are weaken and we are no more able to serve God as we want to. Therefor pray to God constantly to give us the true faith and listen carefully to what God want to tell us.
Romans 12:1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of  God, that you present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God,which is your reasonable service.

Friday, 20 January 2012

回乡过年咯!RANDOM

又到了游子回家过年的季节了,看着人群开始忙着购买机票,车票的时候, 一颗心就开始想家了。这时的我总会找机会打电话回家, 问问家里acar做了么,keropok 晒了没,有事没事就去烦烦我老妈, 打的主意是就算人不在家,精神上的支持绝对到!!有人说家是我们的归属,家在哪里,牵挂就在那里。我却说家人是我们的牵挂,家人在哪里,归属就在那里。可不是吗?没有家人恐怕我们也没有今天的一切,更甭说家人是上帝的恩赐, 我们应该多珍惜多爱他们。又一年了,想想今年其实我尝试了不少的第一次:

1. I AM 20 !!! (OKAY FIRST TIME BEING 20, FEEL OLD AND MORE RESPONSIBILITY)
2. YOUTH CAMP (LEARN A LOT AND HAVE PLENTY FUN)
3. BLOOD DONATION (AMAZINGLY NOT PAINFUL AT ALL)
4. COOKING IN HOSTEL(DOING MY OWN LUNCH BOX YUMMY!!)
5. BAPTISM CLASS (TIME TO REVIEW MY FAITH AND STRENGTHEN MY FAITH)
6. BIRTHDAY SURPRISE PARTY (THX TO CLASSMATES AND BELOVED FRENZS)
7. VISIT BATU PAHAT (THX TO WENDY ----A NEVER HUNGRY TRIP)
8. TRACTING (INTERESTING AND HAPPY FOR ABLE TO DO WORK FOR GOD)
9. STARTING AN ACTIVE BLOG (SPECIALLY WHATCHASAYBEING20 REALY FUN)
10. EXPERIENCE BANKRUPTCY (FIRST TIME ONLY RM 1 IN PURSE...HUH NO GOOD)
11. KOREAN FOOD (STILL CANNOT STAND STRONG SMELL OF KIMCHI, D REST DELICIOUS ^^)
12. IELTS AND MUET(TWO ENGLISH TESTINGS IN LESS THAN 6 MONTHS, THE CONCLUSION IS MUET IS HARDER HAHA!! )
13. DEEPAVALI CELEBRATION (THX TO KAVEE AND FLORIS REALLY HAVE A LOT OF FUN
14. SELF PRODUCTION OF SHORT VIDEO--GREECE CIVILISATION (THX TO YII WEN, LOCK, XUE MIN, MJ AND YAYA HAVE A LOT OF FUN )

还有很多经历我也回想不起了(OHNO 我老了)不过是充实的一年,期待明年,现在追期待的是回家过龙年啦。

P/S 笔者是在机场等待班机时乱写一通。。^^

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

九十后的二十岁

“嘶”的一声,一年三百六十五又到终点了。作为九十后的我也步入了人生的第二十个年头。九十后的我们边享受着父母的溺爱边见证了时代的变迁。父母的溺爱让我们在心灵与思想上成长缓慢;科技的发达使我们在虚拟世界里逃避现实。这样的我们也到了对我们自己人生负责的时候。黄毛丫头一个的我也了解这会是个很不同的一年。