少年营会沉思

箴言 2:2
侧耳听智慧，专心求聪明

生活渐渐失去了思考，情愿让脑袋充满戏剧的情节，也不敢静静坐下一刻，思考片刻。害怕越想越多时，心里的罪人就越来越显著。心里的自己像个小人- 自以为大，硬着头皮不肯接受自己的缺陷。

生活去的冲冲，让我更有机会找借口不去思考。 恐怕这样下去我难逃一团糟的生命书记录，这一刻，上帝提醒我 要持定训诲，不可放松，必当谨守，因为他是你的生命。（箴言 4:13）这几个月来的松懈，散漫的日子该告一段落了。把上帝的话放在心里头，坚持，谨守。 不要用自己的眼窗看人，看世界。 在日子里应多问问看看上帝的话可有说关于这些， 可有允许我的这个决定。

深夜沉思

How to change?

Proverb 27:26Do not boast about tomorrow, for you do not know what a day may bring forth.

A: Have you done your assignments ?

B: Emm, haven't finish yet, but don't worry too much about it, things will get done on time, just like any other time.

How often we engage in such conversations?? Even for me, i am indulging in procrastination. And it always based on a fake hope and deception on myself that things will be better when time go by. But, this is not true, our heart never wants to be changed, with motivations, we might change for a while to the one we want ourselves to be, yet when time go by, we just go back to our old self. 

Then, what can be done to really change ourselves permanently??

In nature, we are prone to do any other things than what we responsible for. A sinful nature deep rooted in our heart i would use to describe this condition. Since we can't help ourselves, we must get help from other!! But who?? Other people who also have the same problems or maybe other difficulties in their lives? Do you really think they can help you even themselves are not perfect?

Therefore, we ought to seek to the one who is perfect , our God. Through Christ, we can be saved as He paid the ransom to redeem us from our punishment from sins. And through Holy Spirit works in us, we can be changed!! Therefore, don't try to boast ourselves in doing things, but commit to God in prayers for He care for us and only Him can saved us from all misery.